Soccer was my favourite sport, and that made my mind never go insane. It always made my mind ease up. I didn’t have to think about the stupid bullshit in my life for 105+ minutes while the match was going on. Then going to games made my racing mind at ease. The loud crowds, the sound of the ball hitting someone’s boot, it all made my heart beat so slow and fast at the same time. I felt normal. Soccer made me feel like a normal human being.