Gestern, 13 June 2009 um Mitternacht

i made huge mistakes, and somehow i don’t regret them. I don’t how much of a fool i was or how much i made you hate me. I feel better, and will always no matter like the asshole you’ve been to me. I finally figured out what the fuck that day was, and what the fuck i really am. I thank god for my friends who watched over me that night, because if they didn’t i don’t who the fuck would have because you stupid ass is trying to get with my best friend. 

you know what she won’t go out with you dumbass! She would never hurt me. Plus some else likes her that so much better, and older then you. He is nice person and he watched over me when you should have. All i did was want to be by you because i feel safe by you. 

Fuck you. My friend said she is gonna try and make you call me and that you will call, but i won’t hold my fucking breath…